“I’m right here. I’ve never left your side. I’ve never looked beyond this connection that we have. I’ve only ever looked to be closer to you; to let you know I’m right here, to make it real, to make you understand.
I just want you to feel me.
I just want you to know I’m okay. I just want you to know I feel no pain. I’m fine. I’m healed. I’m free.
I’m clear and I know who I am.
I’m not scared.
I’m not scared of anything anymore.
I realize there is never anything to be scared of.
I felt so many people so scared and I wanted them to not be scared. I felt inside that we didn’t have to be scared but I felt outside everybody’s scared – always.
I just want to not be scared.
I didn’t want to have to be scared when I didn’t feel scared, when I felt that there was something always protecting me.
I always felt something warm and confident and supportive.
I see now there are angels everywhere.
I see them now.
I knew them then but now I see them.
I see that that they really were always around us all.
They were really always making me feel confident in what I was supposed to be.
There were some times when my mind told me I should be scared. There were some times my mind told me I should fear and in those moment these angels would tell me I didn’t have to and I wanted so much to believe them.
And they let me.
They would take me in my dreams to places that were magical, to places where I didn’t feel anything, to places that I didn’t feel like I had to be scared.
They took me to places where I could play, where I could run and be free and in my dreams I did.
Maybe they were dreams but to me now they seem more real than everything else that was going on. I think maybe they were there to remind me what was really real so I could find peace in it.
I just want you to know that these angels are there for me. They are in your field. They are in your life.
My angels are your angels – your angels are my angels.
When you feel them surrounding and protecting you it brings me peace.
I want you to know that. I want you to know that our angels connect us. Our angels bring us closer.
I know there’s a lot of questions and a lot of doubt but I also know that you feel something very important between us.
The idea of angels is something people don’t really believe in all the time but everybody knows they are real.
I feel like everyone is protected and they don’t know it.
I feel like our guardian angels are always giving us the ideas that can help us and when we listen it does.
I want you to know that they were there with me all the time and when it was my time to leave for good I wasn’t afraid because they had already shown me the way in my dreams. When I wasn’t present or available in my mind I’d be off exploring my divinity with my angels.
So, when it was time they took me to the same place but it was just different.
It was bigger and it was everywhere.
It was like an ocean and when I jumped in I became the water and it was fun. It is fun.
It’s everywhere and everything and I’m it.
I guess it’s the energy of spirit and the angels remind us how to get there.
I feel a constant stream of love filling me up, every minute of every day.
They are always here to remind me how loved I am.
How protected I am.
How safe I am.
And I keep telling them to bring it to my mom. She needs to know. She needs to feel the same thing I do. I hope they do. I hope they bring it to you because I keep telling them I want you to feel as safe and peaceful as I feel.