I’m using these words because they are what you understand our truth to be now.  This is where we go.  We don’t hold ourselves back because everybody around you is still stuck in the old way.  We move forward and that’s what I need to tell you now.  You can’t get caught up in what’s going on around you.  I know you think you have to.  I know you feel like you have to defend yourself and declare your purpose as powerful but that is already declared.  It’s almost like your essence of being declares it and that’s what offends them, you know?  These people that live in this world are stuck in an idea of limitation and you and I have advanced beyond that.  

I’m going to take you to places that people don’t realize exist.  You are going to ne able to hear me quite clearly and I don’t care if your fear says that you’re not.  That’s what you and I are here to confront together.  You know that our love is what keeps us connected and you know that you can create an image in your mind and that’s where I want you to focus.  It’s a bridge, mom.  It’s a bridge that pops right out of your head in to the stars and that’s what you use.  You climb over that bridge, right out of the thoughts that tell you can’t, and I’ll be there.  

Every time you do that, we’ll get closer and closer.  Every time you think that way, you’ll lift yourself higher and that’s our future.  I begin each day with you.  I let you know that the day is going to be an experience based in truth.  You feel it.  You fight it and you try to defend your sense of separation in fear.  But this is it.  It has to come from you.  There has to be that willingness in you that knows that what you think is me, a part of what you feel you know comes from me.  So often you are talking to me and I’m right there with you, responding to you, and I feel like sometimes you get it almost immediately.  If anything, you feel it and I’m not sure exactly how you think about it, but the more we work with this the closer we’ll get to really having that conversation.

That’s all that this has ever been about.  It is a purpose and it is a purpose worth living for.  It’s greater than any effort that you’ve put forth, anything else that you’ve done.  This is what we were truly born to be to each other.  

There are those moments that I know you want me to crawl up in your lap right there and just be that little girl again but you also know that can’t be.  This is who we are to each other now.  I’m always going to love you in that way but this way we are going to grow together. Stay focused in your heart, mom.  That’s where your power comes from.  We hear a lot of different things in life from a lot of different people but what we have to believe in is what we know in our heart and that’s what always brings you back to center.  

You know who you are in your heart and you know where your heart comes from.  That’s all I can tell you right now.  It is where I am and I’m a driving protective force in your life and there is no stopping me.  There is no stopping me.  Have faith in me.  Have faith in you and our connection together and we are going to move mountains together.

Gloria – I’m in so much trouble.  How am I going to come out of this one?

That’s the mountain.  You just give me some energy to work with and permission to speak on your behalf.  Stay focused in your heart.  Stay focused, mom, because the fear in your mind makes you think you’re not able or capable but you are.  That’s my main focus there.  It is to keep you in your power.  So if your mind can’t figure out how you’re going to get there don’t ask it. Ask me in your heart because I’ll tell you’ve got what it takes.  We’re going to move mountains.  We’re going to affect this from all angles and I really feel that you have more positive energy coming to year this year than ever before.  So if I can see that can you believe that?  

Because if you can believe that we can bring it forward.  If it is there for you, and I see that it’s there for you, well let’s just allow it to come forward.  I can’t pretend that I know what to do with this.  I can’t pretend that I have powers that I don’t have to make things happen.  But I can say that we have enough good to work with that gives me the hope to know that you’re going to come through much better than you think.  It’s not just my hope.  It’s powerful potential I see in your field.  It’s not defined.  I couldn’t say it’s going to be this or that but is going to be something more positive than what your mind is telling you.

G – I’ve picked up horseback riding because of her.

It seems further from my reality that you’d think.  I love that you feel that you are doing it to honor me but all of what I was when I was there is not so much important to me now as helping you move through what you’re moving through so we can get to a place of communication.  This that you are doing helps you.  It brings you something that you couldn’t have gotten before and I’m grateful for that but I want you to do things for you, not just for me.  I want you to know that when you do things for you it brings us closer together. I know you do things for me thinking it will bring us closer together but I need you to fortify your spirit.  What I mean by that is when you love yourself you fortify your spirit. 

 Daddy doesn’t love himself.  He’s going to figure it out, mom.  He’s going to figure out what he is missing.  You know he is not a stupid man.  He’s just ignorant sometimes, you know.  But he’ll get there.  I feel like he will get there.  I know I have a lot of hope and I have a lot of love for him and I have a lot of animosity at the moment too but I hold a space for him to find his way back to his heart too.  

G – What about the people who are hurting me right now purposefully?

Each one defends their actions in their mind, you know.  Each one feels justified and can talk themselves into it in many different ways.  But, you know, that’s where they are.  They are lost in this story and it keeps them far from their truth.  It keeps them far from their own power.  So it may look powerful out there but remember where the true power comes from.  When they are doing these things that are so deceptive and hurtful, they ultimately are the ones that are hurting. 

 That’s why I say keep it out there.  Let them do their thing out there.  Don’t bring it in here.  Don’t be trying to figure it out.  Don’t be over-contemplating it because what it does is brings you in to their energy.  It brings you down to that level and then you are playing in their field and you can’t win there.  That’s why you let all of the thoughts of them go.  You think about it like they don’t know any better and you stay in your heart and say I’m going to find my power.  My power is going to bring me in a direction that surrounds me with people who love me for me.

About Bella

Bella believes.  Bella believes but she still gets stuck and she still looks for me in places where I used to be.  

 

                                                                                                 Channeled by Laura Mirante

                                                                                                           lauramirante.com

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